He
dreamt that he met a woman at the corner bar, only he wasn’t sure what corner
and it didn’t look like any bar he had ever been in before. Its angles kept shifting and changing,
as if it were a living thing.
Maybe it was. After a
while, she smiled and then slid off her chair and went toward the exit, looking
back over her shoulder to make sure he was following her. He was. She had a slight catch to her step, almost a limp but not
quite. He followed her down a
dark, damp street in a cold drizzle, then down a pale alley where, near the
back, she started up a rickety set of wooden stairs. He followed her.
Did we talk in the bar? he
wondered. He couldn’t
remember. Do I know
anything about her? He was on the stairs now and there she was, above
him, on a creaking landing, forcing up a window sash. She got the sash up and propped it in place with a wooden
dowel which she reached out from somewhere inside, and then slipped in.
He
stayed on the landing, hesitating, unsure of what was expected of him. He could see her within, the lesser
dark of her skin rustling about the deeper dark of the room, and then she
glided close to the window and beckoned to him, and then faded away again.
He
gathered his breath and clambered his way in.
She
stood there, just beside a closet door, which, as he approached, she tugged at
until he heard a snap and it opened.
It
was too dark inside to see well.
There was something there but he couldn’t make out what it was—a
heap of something, or a pile.
And
then there was a click and he saw her pale white arm to one side of him, her
fingers still brushing the switchplate.
In the light the vague heap or pile became a mound of shoes, as tall as
his breast-bone. There was something
strange about it, something wrong, but he couldn’t quite say what.
He
turned to look at her. She stood
in the bright slash of light cast out of the closet. It was easy now to see that there was something wrong with
one of her legs, that what he had assumed was flesh and bone was a
prosthetic. And when he turned
away from her he realized what had disturbed him about the mound of shoes: that all of them, all the shoes that he
could see and surely all below that, curved the same way. All belonged to the same foot. But which foot was it? he wondered. The foot that she had or the foot that she did not?
But
before he could turn around to ask her, the mound itself began to move,
something he could never quite see rising slowly from it. Terrified, he awoke. There was just a moment when he could
still feel the ghost of his missing arm, tingling. And then that too was gone.
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